End of the Line
I met this guy here in PSE, he's actually a writer and he opened my mind to new things pagdating sa kantutan, lol... He's really crazy and he made me laugh most of the time. My day is not complete pag di ko sya nakakausap. We became friends kasi nga kaya naming sakyan ang kalokohan ng bawat isa. Until we decided to meet kasi malapit lang naman location namin sa isa't-isa and eventually we did the deed. I enjoyed his company and the sex, oh yes I did. I think my pussy was sore the first time we did it, lol... At nasundan pa ang aming kantutan.
But the sad thing is, I fell for the guy. I know this could be the consequences and I know he doesn't feel the same way for me because he made it clear the first time we had an extensive talk. And I get it. Slowly, we both see flaws in each other. Sometimes, we fought and ended up ignoring each other for days. He became so sensitive with things and me, insensitive and vice versa. Pero di ko siya kayang tiisin. I think he got me on a "leash", hahahaha... But there are things that I can't control kaya minsan di ko nasasagot mga text messages nya. So away na naman. Pag ganun, di ako nakaka pagconcentrate sa work ko. At kahit sa bahay, tuliro pa rin. I feel so down pag ganun. But then again, I really do care for the guy.
Until one day napaisip ako, do I really deserve to be treated this way? Yes, he make me happy pero feeling shit for petty things, nakakaloko nman ata yun. Di ko na alam kung san kami nakatayo ngayon. Honestly, I think I don't care at all. I'm sick of his game. I think its time to pick myself up and move on. I'd rather fell alone and lonely than be with someone who makes me happy yet worse about myself. Maybe, this really is GOODBYE...
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